Hi my name is Noelle , I'm 18 and 5"4 and I've struggled with my weight since maybe 10

I've always been heavy and not like crazy fat but the little cubby one on the block , and I had curves and all so kids use to tease me thinking the the stick figure was the best from 16-18 I've been in the range of my lowest weight was 188 and my highest was 215 and that's when I had came back from vacation when 16 and was eating all crazy but when I got home I lost all the weight ( getting back to my regular routine ) so probably went back to 195.

Anywho my ranges after that were 190-197 but I as been laid off work for a month and t was kind of sad and depressed and stress so I ate out more with my boyfriend and hung out a lot to waste time I believe that helped with my weight gain so now I'm paying for it 😩😩 I've found a new job and happy and working but now I'm between 200-202 and it's making me sad hitting the 200mark for me it's like get yourself together ! But I love eating out and I've recently hit the gym but it's not sliding off easy as I expect .... I needed motivation and tips and what little things I can do to help my body I know I can't jump back to 190 fast but any tips to get back to 197? Also I'm on birth control Junel fe 1/20 and sometimes when I stopped using prozac and started up again that medicine made you drop weight like crazy for being off it for sometime but after your body gets used to it the losingweight stop ( my body has now ) so what do I do . I also smoke weed and my boyfriend has a way better metabolism then me so he sweats a lot and burns a lot as well ... ladies who been where I been help me please ! Or still like me but found ways , also I'm not a bad eater I like rice and whole grain wheat bread in may have a piece of loaf cake from Starbucks onece and awhile but I do eat healthy and I guess I just don't understand what my body type is and what I need to do ...

Weight loss