Today I had my first doctors appointment and I found out that I am high risk again. I also found out that this will be my last pregnancy. When I had my son I developed pre-eclampsia and had to get induced and have an emergency C-section. After I was released from the hospital I had to be readmitted. No one told me that I could have died. I asked my doctor at the time when can I start trying for baby #2 and she said to wait a couple of months. Here I am pregnant again and my new doctor tells me that I can die. Getting pregnant is harmful to me and my health. She said that I should have been on birth control because my body can't handle it, she said if I make it to 34 weeks that's good. But we are going to try for 37weeks. I am crushed and I can't stop crying. So please say a prayer for me and my family. Thank you for taking the time to read this.💕

UPDATE: I made it to 37 weeks and on October 19th @9:53am my beautiful baby boy was born,via a scheduled C-Section. He came out weighing 5lbs and he was 18.5in long. He was eating good and maintaining his temperature so he didn't need to go to the NICU. Me and him was able to go home together on Monday October 21st.

Cannamoms 😌🍁