Hello! I need fellow strangers to help me decide whether or not I should apply for this job. Please. I cant make decisions to save my life. And my friends and family all have different opinions on it.

Heres the run down. I'm a junior in college. I want to apply for a graphic design position at my universities media network (newspaper, magazine, radio, tv). The only problem is I don't know if I should or not. I also understand that just because I apply doesn't mean I'll get it.

I want to because I eat, sleep and live design. I've been designing for six years. It would give me a chance to meet other students with similar interests and make connections, while doing something I love and it looks really good on my resume. They win a bunch of awards every year.

However, there are a few things holding me back from wanting to. I already have a part time job as a digital media intern for the marine studies department at my school. I want to graduate on time which means taking at least 4 classes a term (14-16 credits). I've been taking 4 classes a term and working 11 hours a week which tends to get stressful here and there, mainly with finals/midterms. The main reason I'm hesitant to apply though is because I have pretty bad social anxiety/shy. If I have to talk to people I will but it takes a lot of courage. I freaked out so bad in my last interview that I had an anxiety attack, cried when I got home and ended up apologizing in my follow up email. Surprisingly I did get the job and still have it. In the requirements part of the job it says I have to be enthusiastic and participate in all events. I was head designer of my high school magazine and yearbook so I know the type of people I would have to work with. They're very high energy, loud, outgoing, envolved and school spirited. While I consider myself more quiet, sarcastic and creative. I open up after I get to know people but it's very stress indusing. The deadline to apply is in two days.

If you were in my position what would you do?

*Also I'm not doing this for the extra money*

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