This is a hard post for me to share...

August 2020 has been the hardest month for me yet..

However I’m not sharing this for attention I’m doing it for women to know how common having a misscareage is yet how uncommon it is for women to talk openly about something like this. I know I shared my post back in June of our misscareage in December 2019 — putting our second pregnancy/ babies due date in August 2020 unfortunately we lost that little nugget with no answers or reason as to why, for months I secretly blamed myself thinking of all the different things I could have done or ate, or not done at all.

After a few months I was finally mentally and emotionally ready to try again! In July we found out we were pregnant again with our rainbow baby! I was so worried about anything and everything thing I did this time, like the simplest task of just sweeping the house had me scared to over work myself.

Only 7 months later my worst nightmare, one that I’ve already lived and was finally getting over, happened all over again...

Miscarriage