Well, the last month or so has really been hard. In October I had surgery on my finger to remove a giant cell tumor and to have ligament removed to cure my trigger finger. So it was pretty painful for a couple weeks. Now I'm in physio and working on getting y finger to bend and straighten again. Especially anooying because I'm left handed and it is of course y left hand that was operated on. Then I spent the month of November being pricked by needles for blood work and hubs had his semen test done too. Mid November we learned my dad has prostate cancer and so last week he had his prostate removed and was in hospital for the week. So stressful and heartbreaking to see y dad like that. We are waiting on prognosis on the lymph node removed to see if radiation starts sooner or if it can wait for a few years.

And to top it off, on Sunday our washing machine backed up and I spent the day taking everything out of our basement and storage room and cleaning up water. The plumber came Monday and cleared the clogged drain but since the old pipes go out under our driveway he said we need to get it scoped and see if the pipe is collapsing (which is 90% sure that's the problem). That means tearing up the driveway and digging up and replacing the pipe. Just what I want to do at the onset of winter and a lovely huge expense right before Christmas.

We just got back from our family doc today because our test results were in an she said no indication there of why we are having trouble TTC. So she's referring me to obgyn to have the dye test done, but they are short in the province so it could be 3 to 6 month wait to get in to see the doc.

Hubs has been so supportive. He said to say how much he respects me and how strong I am; that I can take life's blows like no one he knows. But I just want life to ease up a bit and give just a little good news.

Preferably in the form of a bfp..

Sorry for the rant and the woe is me post but damn...I know that I ha e lots to be gratefilul for and there are many people worse off than me...but 'm so tired and just need a break and some good news.

Phew. Thanks for putting up with my vent...

Hope life is treating you ladies much kinder!

Xoxo

Journey to our BFP