My house has been messy. Not trashed or anything, but it definitely needed to be picked up. We're going in at 6am on Sunday for an induction. My fiance decided to stay home from work today because I've been having labor signs and I dilated to 3cm within 2 days of my Dr checking. I totally appreciated the thought and loved that he stayed home in case something happened.

Well he forgets to take the trash out. So now we have to wait till next Friday. I saw the truck go by at 9am and I woke him up to tell him to put it out. Usually they wrap back around the block. I fell asleep and I woke up and he said he'll do it next week 🙄 ok, not enough to nit pick over. I laid in bed all day because I had a sweep done last night and was crampy and uncomfortable and bleeding. I also had a Drs appointment. He played video games all day.

Now before I go on, I feel like this is my fault partially because I always do everything. Cook, clean, set out clothes, make his plate, ECT. But at this point I feel like right now I can be a little selfish...(right??)

I kept mentioning how the house needs to be cleaned....no response.

So after dinner I decided to fold 2 baskets full of laundry. I wanted to get all caught up before the babe comes and I don't have to worry about it.

He got upset and kept asking me why I'm folding laundry. I was folding it in the living room and he wanted to turn the light off to watch TV. I said I need the light to see??? And he huffed and just sat down. So then I proceeded to sweep the downstairs and I also took the vacuum out. He got upset again and was like WhY aRe YoU wAiTiNg LaSt MiNuTe To dO aLl oF ThIs🥴

I got pissy and said because it needs to get done before our son comes home. The couches needed a good vacuum because we have a Maine coon and a rag doll cat and they both have such long hair. I definitely don't want our newborn to come home to a dusty home and hairy couches.

He got an attitude when I asked him to move to the other couch when I was ready to vacuum it. I asked him once more what the hell his problem was and he said "ohh I don't have a problem, I just want you to relax".......😑

I tried, and ladies I mean I tried to hold my bitch back. But I couldn't help myself.

I said well maybe if you did something today, I would be able to relax. But these things need to get done before we leave Sunday morning and I don't want to stress at all tomorrow on my last day without a baby.

He hasn't smoked cigarettes in over a year. We quit together when we were trying for the baby. He gets up and goes outside. He comes back in and I asked what he was doing. He's like ohh I just smoked a cigarette. I'm stressed about the baby coming. I'm really excited, but stressed.

He's stressed....he's stressed....and decides now is the time 2 days before his son is here to pick up smoking again?? Because he's stressed ....

I then mention to him how I need to make sure my parents have a key to the house so they can feed the cats and our fish. He started a fight saying the cats will be fine for 3-4 days and no one needs to be in the house while we're not here. Then tells me to not be dramatic and overthink them being home alone. 😠😠😠 I told him I don't care what he thinks and my dad is going to check on them and make sure they have food and water.

I don't know why EVERYTHING I say he has to argue about it??? He's never this difficult or rude.

I hate to talk shit and complain but holy moly I needed an outlet real quick.

Thanks if you've read this far 😤

Mar '2020 Babies