RANTING😈

I've been wanting to go to a party before I graduate High School (I am a senior) and I've asked my bf to take me. Every time I ask he always says he never knows when they are, there isn't any, or why don't me and him just hang out. It's not that I want to get drunk off my ass but I'd like to be taken out to one to at least be able to say that I've gone to one. And every time me and him don't hang out, he goes to a party! Tonight is a prime example. I texted him when I was leaving my cousins and asked him to chill. He said he was already with a friend and going to a "small get together." Idc if he goes out or is with his friend. I'm not a jealous gf like that and I'm closer to his friends than I am to most of my "friends." I just would have liked to been invited or thought of.. And he said small. Yeah no pal. The house he's at is literally 5 houses down from me and there's at least 15 cars there parked all up and down the road. I'm just really annoyed right now. 😈😡😠😢