Feeling frustrated. My husband said I really want to have a baby. I have been trying for a long time to get that way. I lost a baby March 11. I feel awful for the failure I am. I'm very sad. I have been using my apps faithfully I told my hubby that last night was the night. He tells me he's not in the mood. Are you fucking kidding me. What am I supposed to do insiminate my self 😡. He should stop making me feel like shit or get fucking busy getting my ass nocked up 😡. This day is going to be just fantastic. 😭☹😞😕😑😶😲