Am I wrong?
Am I wrong to be slightly "bitter" over not being married yet? Forget the fact I'm 20 and he's 22.
I've been with the man of my dreams for five and a half years. It breaks my heart when my boyfriends friends get married and have been dating for a year. Don't get me wrong, you know when you know. But I am so jealous.
My boyfriends cousin (my boyfriend is the oldest after this cousin) just got married. I am so jealous that I'm not a Payne yet. But it warmed my heart by how many people came up to us and told us we were next. And the cousin was only married first because he found an outstanding girl. I love both of them so much.
And I'm not really bitter. I'm just jealous and anxious. But I know our time is soon. I just cannot wait. I'm excited and we aren't even engaged lol. We're saving for a house right now so it won't be much longer I think!
I also over heard my boyfriend talking to his friend when they invited him to go out to eat and he said he didn't have the money. His friend on the phone said "but the other day you told me you had like $3000-$4000 saved?!" And my boyfriend changed the subject trying not to answer while I was in the room. I'm hoping I heard right and I'm hoping it's what I think it is 😭😭
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