I know my feelings run deeper for him. I've dropped everyone because I believed in us (and because they were jerks.) I'm only leaving because I know I have to. Not because I want to or because he treats me bad. But after three times, I've run out of things to say. He says he loves me and wants to be with me and he can't wait for us to start a life together, but he's "waiting" to leave a girlfriend that he claims he doesn't want to be with, doesn't love, and can't see a future with, yet he's still with her. In the very beginning of us talking, I told him he needs to choose because I don't share no man. He said he wanted to be with me and to just give him a little time because of his kids. I honored that little time and was patient. I figured if you love someone, you're willing to go through the trenches with that person. So I figured it was like a test to see if I could handle sticking it out.. But here it is over a year later and he hasn't made anything happen yet. I don't want to hurt him, but I don't want to be in this situation because it's aggravating me that I even allowed myself to be here.. I'm becoming moody and depressed and it's not healthy. If he didn't wanna be with her and wanted to be with me, the solution is simple to me, kids or no kids. He makes it seem like he's waiting for some gigantic argument to happen for them to break up. Whatever. I know I need to leave, I just don't know how to do it when it's so emotional for me and I know how much I love him and want to be with him.