Tww is driving me crazy

So I'm currently on my first tww and I'm going nuts..... I know its too early to test still but I want to test.... I'm not testing right now though because I know a bfn will just dishearten me so much all I want is my bfp and a healthy nine months it feels like its never going to happen for me and IR breaks my heart that I haven't been able to give my husband a child yet we want so badly to have a family of our own and my patients is wearing thin any advice our their on how to make it through the tww without going insane?