I'm sad. I found out when I was supposed to be almost 12 weeks, but baby stopped growing around 9 weeks. It took almost a week from finding out to the surgery. I'm home now, filled with scared and hurt, and very mild pain. I've got a clean slate and I'm anxious to try again. I didn't know how much I wanted the little one until I a few weeks into the pregnancy. I got excited. It's going to make the next one full of worry and stress. I truly pray for the next to be simple and healthy. I pray that for all of you. Good luck and have an amazing October.