So my boyfriend looks at porn... And I'm ok with it. He has a few pictures saved on his phone that he looks at every once in a while. Some of the pictures he has on his phone are of super super skinny girls. When ever I see these pictures it just brings me to tears! Cause these girls are SOOOOO pretty and their bodies are amazing! And I'm not gonna lie I weigh about 195. I'm not skinny at all. I sersiously don't even know why he is dating me. He is a tall muscular guy. I don't think he had any fat on his body at all. I just feel like I'm not enough for him sometimes.