Has anyone been

In a relationship that you just didn't want to have sex with the person anymore ? But you felt bad about not wanting to?
Tell me your story's? I have been with my SO for 3 years , and he has hurt me a lot in the past And I have no sex drive .. I don't like it .. I think sex is boring .. I can go months without it .. Been times where my SO has gotten angry because I wouldn't give it to him and then they go ahead and start touching me anyways .. 
Anyone ?