I just want and need someone to know how incredibly broken I feel every single day. I am a stay at home mom to three amazing kids. I'm married to an amazing man. Yet, every day I struggle to get through the day. I find myself constantly thinking that everyone would be better off without me. I hate how I feel and I hate how I look. I hate every thing about myself. If it wasn't for my kids, I would honestly just end it all. I am nothing.