Due in 2 weeks....feels like 2 weeks too long

Yesterday my husband and I got some really hard to swallow news and ever since 7am I have been having awful panic attacks. I'm having problems dealing with life the hormones are not helping. TMI but I'm having loose bowels...and feel like their is a ballon at the top of my birth canal. I am due the 10th but I don't know how much longer I can handle this. I've had a rough pregnancy with vertigo and bleeding mixed with false labor. I am having such a rough time dealing 2 weeks seems like forever.