Gestational diabetes

So a few weeks ago i found out i had gestational diabetes, and now had to prick my finger 4 times a day, last week i was told that the diet controlled wasnt working as they still get high alot and that i might need to go on insulin....well today is the day i find out and i had a feeling i would need it as they are still high sometime and ive been trying everything i can to colntrol it...im a bit scared to go on it as i hate needles, i even hate pricking myself 4 times a day as it is...soo majorly nervous today, but my mantra is...its for bubba lol