Really hurt right now with SO

Well I am having my 3d/4d redone bc they were not that great when I went the first time it was only my mom and sister SO was working well this time I reschedule a day he is able to go and he seemed he wasn't interested in being part of it so I told him that's fine I'll go on my own I'm just tired of his smart mouth this is my first baby at 28 weeks he know how happy I am since in the past my other baby's were born at 19 weeks and 23 weeks and the passed away . I'm just tired of feeling sad