Venting...

More and more signs of my period keep showing up and the closer I get to the day the more I just want to cry! I know that it's going to come this month and my boyfriend is going to be crushed.....we've been trying to conceive and it's just not working....I feel that I can't get pregnant and it's killing me!!! Is it because of my body size.... I'm trying to change it....that's hard also..... I just don't know if trying for a baby is going to work right now 😭