Feeling bad need to get it out. 😢😣😔

Today I see the worst thing possible...my cousins girl friend deliver early, she was due around may just as I am, two days after seeing there baby girl she passed away. It was hard to see her laying in that tiny white box looking like a doll. Her feet where already turning and breaking. Now I'm so worried. I feel so bad for showing up pregnant with a girl and they just lost there's. Yes I know I can't change it just wish there was a way to help them and the whole time I was at the viewing my little one moved so much. She never moves like that it felt as if she was trying to rip through my side.