So this is a long story, uh okay I will start from the beginning so my mom and my dad met each other...nah jk I will start 10th grade year. So I had first seen him in my English 10th grade class and I looked at him and thought he is so cute, but I was like I'm not gonna like him. So one day he just started messing with me and I was like eww stop it. He would do like immature shit,

1.pull my hair(like he would constantly do this and look me dead in my eyes..and I'm just like smh😐)

2.He would like tease me a little not in a mean way, but also not in a nice way. (I had a brother who went their and he would say I looked like him so much like duh dumbass that's my brother. ..he wasn't the only one like whole damn school said that shit.)

3.Say hurtful shit( like dude really)

4.Try to talk to me (not in a flirty way, but in a way that was normal but at the time I was so fucking mean😈 I would always dish him off, but not purposely)

Anyways it was the last day before winter break and he came to me while I was listening to music (I was never the person to just sit and talk to people I was always into music and I still am.😩😩😩😍). He grabbed my phone took out my earphones and played it out loud and was basically judging my music and I felt like he was judging me because listening to music was my hobby. So once again he looked me dead in my eyes with that look lol. And as we were walking out of class he turned around and kept saying stuff about that particular song ( L.A Love by Fergie) and he was staring at him for the longest as he was walking forward and I kept a straight face even though I was dying inside but I still kept a straight face. Eventually he turned around and that was all I could think about the rest of the day and I couldn't stop laughing. During my break I realized he liked me and I realized how crazy I was like oh shit he might have liked me.

Skip to 11th grade now I notice he would always stare at me and try to talk to me and of course I would talk back (but not in a flirty way) so one day I finally hit on him like after a whole year I finally got the guts. But uh he recipitated it back and it was so cool and funny it just made my day. And so two months later I find out he has a girlfriend and I felt like a hoe because he got a girlfriend(*at the time I hit on him he didn't have a girlfriend *) I was like we'll I guess I should move on I mean I tried so hard but I could not come to terms with it. Like damn what did I do wrong, anyways they broke up in like four weeks (yes I was counting 😆) . I would be so pissed when he would try to talk to me I would be like yo really. Then I got over it after a while and started liking him again. My question basically is...

1. Am I crazy for liking him

2. Am I am hoe for still liking him

3. Might he be bad news/a player

4. Does he even like me

5. Should I move on

6. Will he ever know that I like him

7. Does he know and what are some signs

8. Will meek mill ever pay his own bills

9. Will katt Williams ever walk onto a playground again.

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