I want my 1st baby so bad 😳

I trying since September last year and yet to be pregnant I had chemical last month 😳. I really want first child all friends have kids or are pregant. Yet I been wanting for while but was waiting for the right time I got my nexon implant took out in Sept last year after having 2 over 6 years in total I wonder if this has effect me or anyone had trouble conevieing after it. I never got period in it what so ever Mabry like odd one. Am so scared I get period now but irregular atm. I know system has to get used to it not having it in. I really just dream about cuddle my little baby I really wish it would happen soon my fiance want pure first child so bad and where no tracking I logging when we have sex every other day so we don't miss it but still not worked and we don't wanna strss it just want to bed it and not just do it to make a baby as we want to enjoy it alsom. I getting sick now thinking something wrong with me xx