Best night

So my husband and I have been trying to fix our marriage after his adultery. So it's been a year of battling my emotions, my anger, my hate, bitterness, the one min I love him and the next I want to cut him into million pieces. I know I should of left him when I founded out. Believe me I should off kicked him out and just focus on our kids and myself. But we did tried separating which it was a big mistake. My kids didn't know how to take it. My kids broke my heart when they said so you can be happy you want to be selfish and leave him and not think about us. Well my kids are teenagers they know what he did and how it affected us. So with that we agree we should give it another try. So it's been hard and sex has been horrible no intimacy, no connection, no desire, no orgams..so last night I told myself just give in and stop the Bullshit...well I have to say WOW..so when went done on me multiple times I think I went to a place of no return. He just took me and destroyed my inside. Lol well I have to say we haven't had sex like this in a long time. He made sure I was taking care off before he was done. It was to the point where I had to asked him if he was almost done lol but it was really good..

Just wanted to share my happy moment