Possible Trigger for those who have had MC. Just need to share my story.

I began trying for a baby in 2014. After months of trying to conceive I got pregnant around October. I was over joyed. However my happiness was short lived. One evening just a week or two past finding out I got this painful stabbing pain in my stomach after being intimate with my s.o. I was worried. I did not start bleeding. However by the next day I had a pinkish clear fluid whenever I wiped. Then it turned to blood. I passed a large "clot" and there was some fleshy colored tissue. This was very painful and I had contractions. The next day I had a test that morning at the college that I knew if I missed ID fail the class. As I walked into the school building I looked down and there was a tiny heart charm at my feet. I picked it up. My heart was so devastated after this loss. Shortly thereafter I decided to stop trying because the heartache was more than I could bear. In November of 2015 I became pregnant again. I was so happy. Didn't many women say this happened when they stopped trying? I had come to peace with not having a baby and I just knew I was finally getting my baby. But a few days after Christmas I wiped and it was clear pink fluid. No, no, no not again! Fear overwhelming me I tried to remain calm but by the following day I was miscarrying again. My baby passed finally on day two. My heart was shattered. My hope had been reawakened. Now it was gone.

Rip Colton and Savannah

I'd give anything to have you back. 😢