34 weeks and done.

Rianna • Married to my best friend, mommy to Ryker (2.5), soon-to-be mommy to identical twin girls! 💛
34+3 and I've officially hit my wall. I'm just done. Everyone and everything is making me mad, I'm so beyond exhausted. I woke up and immediately took a nap. Woke up from that still exhausted. Sitting here feels like I'm running a marathon. 
I know I should be happy that my girls have made it this far, and I should be grateful for every day they stay in, but ta really hard when I see people who give birth at 34 weeks with hardly any NICU time, etc. I've had the steroid shots so I'm just sitting here wondering if every single day is the day. 
I just don't know how I'm going to do this anymore. I feel guilty for wanting these babies out but I do. :(