Baby after 2 recurrent miscarriages?

Claire
I had a MMC at 9 weeks (baby measured 7w5d) and believed I was currently 4w5d with our rainbow. I had fewer symptoms Monday so called the OB and they had me come in for quants to get my HCG checked. Just spoke with the office and hcg was only 5. They still want me to come in today for the 2nd set but I'm pretty sure it's a No-go for us. I'm just wondering if anyone has gone through something similar and went on to have a healthy baby? If so what did you do differently and how long did it take? So sad and disappointed, can't help but feel like a bit of a failure. I want to be a mommy so badly! I should add that I've been on progesterone gel suppository and baby aspirin daily since I got my positive last Tuesday. Success stories much appreciated, I need hope!!