I want a baby!

I had a miscarriage in Dec I was supposed to be 10 weeks baby never developed past 6 weeks. It was not a planned pregnancy and the baby was with my best friend/sex buddy.. he said he wants to still have kids with me.. just not now.. we talk about it often. I tell him I can wait but I want one now... is it wrong of me to ask him to have one now/tell him how I'm feeling.. I really really want our baby....