I'm expecting AF 4/1 and this morning, I decided to test. I hate this phase because in so scare to face reality!! I was having light sore boobs and nothing else. Last night I notice I had some pink spitting around 7pm and towards the night around 11pm I wiped after peeing and it was gone. I was already feeling sad thinking it's HER, AF so I started feeling period cramps, I don't know if it's me creating this or what but then I went to sleep. I took a test this morning against my better judgement. Some of you told me to test tomorrow or after my AF should me here but I really felt I had a good chance. My test came out negative and the instructions say to test again because sometimes the test can't detect he pregnancy hormone. Should I or is it going to just get me upset all I've again. I am feeling like a total failure now. I have 2 of my close friends that are pregnant. One of already has a 6 year old boy and she said she wasn't even trying. We are both 37 and I feel so overwhelmed and feel like I should just give up and delete this apps that are driving insane with this keeping track that leads me to nothing. I started taking Macca root with the hubby and all for nothing. I take 2 dif prenatal pills and s multi vitamin. Hubby takes multi vitamin and Macca root as well. I just hate this, God is punishing me. Hubby really wants s baby. 😞