I've been dealing with a lot of medical issues in the family with my husband and kids.  I was also involved in a car accident 3 weeks ago...not too serious....but car's still in shop.  I haven't been feeling well for a while.  I've been having back issues and there have be tons of changes at work.  I have such high anxiety.  Today I get to work and I'm early.  I'm sitting in my car holding pills in my hand.  I came so close to just taking them all...I only 3.  I am scared I came so close to taking the whole handful.