I feel like its never gonna happen. I been TTC well over 5 yrs. My husband has children from his past. I feel so depressed cause I can't have one thing I always wanted. I'm getting older I'll be 35 in 9days. Feel hopeless. Sometimes I don't even want to get out of bed. I hate holidays n birthdays ..... I have PCOS I'm on Metformin 2xs a day did 3 rounds of Clomid. What else can I do..... Just wanna throw in the towel