? moving forward

Makada • Medical student ☺️ 22 living life
Idk ladies I've been broken up with my ex for almost year I cannot move forward I still love him so much I can't help but wonder what could have been I really miss him soo much ?and now he's having a child but I can't shake the fact that I love him .. Recently I told him I wanted nothing to do with him because of this child and he was fine by that but than today he tagged me and like a picture on Instagram like what do I do I love this man but idk how to be in a relationship with him