My daughter was born exactly 2 weeks ago and my god I never thought I'd miss my mom this much.

Thing is she lives thousands of miles away. It costs me about a grand to go there and back. I haven't seen her for almost 2 years ..

I had to go my entire pregnancy without her. And now the beginning of my daughter's life cos neither of us can afford to see each other. The worst part is I dont even know when I will get to see her again ...

Im so broken apart about it and my S/O's family doesnt even care. If I ever express how I feel they think I am being ridiculous. I am starting to hate going to family things here because it makes me miss my own family. I hate letting anyone hold my daughter cos I want it to be my family. And I have nobody to talk to about it because again.. I just get the look like I am being overdramatic.

I just want my mom.. my family.. and I am getting so depressed.

Sorry I just needed to vent.