Ahhhhhh I just randomly feel like crying. I start thinking that time is going by and the baby is getting bigger! I stopped BFing and started pumping do to not being able to handle the pain anymore and my nipple is too big for her little mouth right now.. I am just trapped in a glass case of emotions! I don't wanna sleep because I don't wanna miss her growing but I have to sleep lol. I am so thankful that my husband is with me for 2 weeks but he only has a week left and it makes me really sad.. Ugh anyone else going through this?