Bleeding (I'm so over this!)

I need to vent. I'm 4 weeks and 6 days. I had a miscarriage in January. I started bleeding a few days ago when I wipe - a light pink color. However, last night in the middle of the night, I was bleeding enough that it woke me up. It wasn't a TON but enough that I could tell (if that makes sense). When I wiped, it was like a dark fuchsia color - I wouldn't say bright red but close. There was a clot too. Ugh, I hope it's not happening again and that this is implantation bleeding! I want to be pregnant and move on.

Then this morning was the first time I slept in for a long time. I slept like 3 hours passed when I normally sleep in, which in my book is a pregnancy symptom. On top of it all, I'm having MILD cramping. Nothing that hurts, I can just feel it (like that feeling you get a week before your period). 

Ugh. It feels good to vent. I'm so over this! I pray to God that this pregnancy sticks. My husband and I do not want to emotionally go through this again.

xo,

Julie