38 hours... 38 hours till I see my little bean. Hoping and praying that everything is fine. I'm just so paranoid. I had a dream a week or so ago that I had twins, one boy, one girl. That would be such a blessing but at the same time it terrifies me. This is my 4th pregnancy, 3rd living child. I have a 8 year old son, and a 6 year old daughter, and 7 year old twin baby girls in heaven. I lost them at 25w1d, they were momo twins, monochromatic monoamniotic, meaning not only were they identical, but they were in the same sac. So their umbilical cords got knotted up from them moving all around and cut off nutrition. That particular pregnancy is really rare, like 1 in every 35,000 of multiples pregnancies. But I just can't help but fear the possibility of losing another child. I know I just need to calm down and leave it in God's hands but I can't help but worry. So I guess the point of this rant was to just ask for prayers or positive vibes from all you beautiful ladies out there ❤️