I'm so jealous lately!!

Christina
I just have to ask...does anyone else get extremely jealous and judgmental towards pregnant women? I have found myself becoming this ugly person inside when I see pregnant women or when I find out someone is pregnant. It's lately that I'm starting to feel this way and it's eating me up inside. I judge random strangers now too. I can't help it. I was standing in line at the store the other day and the girl in front of me was very pregnant. She was young and had 2 other little kids who were so bad in the store! She didn't even care...she was on her cell phone the entire time, talking to her friend. Her kids were just out of control! It was sad actually. I said to my husband, "why is it ok that she keeps getting pregnant and doesn't even deserve these kids?". He got mad at me and told me to stop! I felt stupid that I was actually jealous of her. Does anyone else get like this? I want a baby so bad...I just feel like it's never going to happen.