I lost what would have been our 4th baby at the very end of Feb. I found out at a 13 week ultrasound that the heartbeat and growth had stopped somewhere between week 10 and 11 and had a dnc within 2 days. Well the doc who did the procedure was very vague (didn't even want a follow up appt which I didn't pay attention to and made an appt with someone else) and told us we could go back on bc or we could not. It was up to us etc. So my husband and I decided to go back on my pills for at least a month while we talked about things. I really didn't want to bc I had gotten pregnant on my pills which resulted in baby #4 and really don't trust them anymore. Anyway during the month on the pills I had a lot of additional stress besides the loss of a baby that I had quickly loved and wanted despite it being a total surprise and shock to us. Our beloved family dog got sick very suddenly and it took almost a whole month to get her well again. The "plague" passed through our house and took 3 weeks to get everyone well again with various trips to Dr's and antibiotics for every one but me. So I just had my first period during my placebo week of pills except it was eerily like the period I had on my second to last pack of pills before finding out we were pregnant. It started spotty a whole day later than normal and it was WAY lighter than my normal flow. My husband and I made the decision to use the pills one more month before trying to have another baby. But I'm soooo nervous that we are already pregnant and that I started pills again and that things might go wrong again. I'm also nervous that should I take a test it'll be a false positive since bc pills are designed to make your body think they are pregnant. And I'm afraid to say something to my husband bc in his mind birth control pills should be working even though we've already gotten pregnant on them once. Do I take a test? Do I wait another month and then take a test? I'm so nervous that the same thing will happen again even though we have 3 beautiful boys and have never had any issues with pregnancy before.