I'm so happy for everyone that is pregnant and everyone getting there BFP today, but the other part of me is so pissed off,

The last week I been feeling pregnant and have had ALOT of symptoms, but took 2 test and nothing and now I'm starting to spot and I feel like my period is gonna be here any minute now, it's been 11 months of hope and I'm so tired and depressed, when will it be my turn!!! I feel like giving up, my doctor says nothing is wrong with me.