Gender Disappointment πŸ˜•

Stephanie β€’ Boyfriend: 12/29/2014 - Forever :) Baby Boy - 09/25/2016 and pregnant with baby #2 due 11/20/2017
I don't know the gender yet, but I am SET on a girl!! I was looking at gender reveal cakes, acting out my reaction in my head. The pink cake had me super excited and I automatically pictured myself hugging my boyfriend right away and crying tears of joy and everything. Then I saw the blue cake and my mood changed drastically. I actually had real tears in my eyes because I really didn't like it.. I actually got upset. Is that bad?!! I feel awful! I love my baby so much, I shouldn't be feeling that way about possibly having a boy πŸ˜”