Worst Birthday Ever!

On 3/29 I was laying on the couch with my husband. I wasn't feeling well and I knew something was wrong. The next morning was my 29th birthday and I woke up at 6:30 in pain. It felt like a pain I have had before, a cyst, on my right side. The pain got worse so I called my OB and they ordered blood work and by 1:30 they called and asked that I come in right away. My levels were only 280 and should have been in the thousands after an exam and a 20min ultrasound. I was sent to the hospital for another ultrasound this one lasted 45 mins! So many things were going through my head. The doctor couldn't find the baby which made it difficult to determine if my pain was just from the cyst or worse an ectopic so he went over every option from meds to terminate to losing an ovary and tube to all the dates being off and everything fine! My husband and I were so stressed out. Finally Friday I got a call the 2nd ultrasound found baby but I was going to lose our child. The doctor gave me some pain meds which helped tremendously as the pain started on Sunday while I was at work. I am sad but my family is pretty awesome. Before the miscarriage my kids and I had gone to build-a-bear and the decided to make their little bro/sis a bear. Never did I think a bear would mean so much but it has truly been a blessing.