Think twice

I had an abortion done almost a year ago & now I suffer from PTSD. I was basically forced to have one, i felt alone my ex boyfriend didn't want it & i felt without another choice. Yeah maybe its easy to get the procedure done & no baby anymore right? Wrong, its hard afterwards to live with all that, to be scared of things to get repeated at least in my case. If you're not ready for a baby just give it up for adoption, theres places that help pregnant women like churches. I should've been smarter & used bc or protection but I didn't i was dumb i was maybe a coward too for feeling without choices. Its not as easy as its said, its like you carry uour baby's soul with you. Think twice before making a decision you can't go back on. Planned parenthood or other facilities don't inform you of anything of this, they just give u a free line to call if you need to cry or whatever that is all. They don't tell you the consequences, the grief the guilt, they dont even tell you that PTSD is a thing. Just make a decision you won't regret.