Need a little advice please..

Amber
About a year ago husband & I were expecting, I was a little over 5 months & my water broke. We ended up having a stillborn. Now we been trying for another for about a month & hasn't been going to well, I'm wondering is it not time maybe it's still to soon, or even if I am ready, I am honestly scared more then anything that will happen to us again. Is all of this normal?