For years I've always got the suicidal messages from people in my high school. I'm sad to say there have been many times I ignored the messages or just didn't see them, I've lost a lot of people in my life that way. So when I got those messages from my boyfriend , the mother in me took over and I became OVERLY PROTECTIVE. Which all just ended up making him mad and made everything worse . The night ended with me getting pushed into walls and doors . Slapping my boyfriend when he broke my thumb . Fought over a knife and my boyfriend side bitch walking in to his apartment wearing nothing but a robe and the cops getting called. After 20 minutes of being questioned I was demanded to leave the area because the apartment we were living in was all under his name . Me , 4 months pregnant, calling and asking everyone if I could crash there for a while till I got my own place . After 2 hours of cramps in my stomach of all that has happened today the police broke in the door worried about my safety. My baby's father told them I was the one making suicidal threats ! Just spend the last 45 minutes explaining to them that I'm okay but there so set to lock me in a nut house because of whatever this boy said ! I'm beyond frustrated and pissed off and tbh I want to lose my mind on that boy. 

I know this isn't the place for all this drama but everyone here is a bunch of mommas too and I was just hoping one of y'all could give strength to go on and deal with all this . I plan to file child support and try for custody . But all that's a battle and at 17 I just need a push in the direction.