Advice please!!!

Taylor
I want a baby so bad but I know that can't happen for a year or a little longer. So I want to get a gym membership and try and workout everyday. But something is holding me back. I have been thinking about it and I have come to the conclusion that I don't want to let go of the little chunk that I have because I guess it me the comfort of kinda feeling pregnant. 
Am I crazy for thinking that way???
No rude comments please!!