Seriously... This is my 3rd miscarriage...

My husband git a daughter from a previous relationship... I can get pregnant... actually pretty easy to get pregnant... but when it's up to must body to carry the child - to let it develop - something goes wrong!

I've never wanted a child... not until I got pregnant by accident... and now nothing!

I always believed that if you couldn't naturally carry your child until delivery then you might not be sutaible for a child - natures way of letting you know you shouldn't have a child of your own... and now I'm supposed to get tested upon why I can't carry a child. Why I can't have one...

And I'm so torned an out what to do - because now I want a child... I want to give my husband one... but due to my own belief I shouldn't have one... I don't know what to do 😢😢