I need someone to talk to !

I have Epilepsy and I am trying to get pregnant and I'm almost 34 years old.. I have been doing Glow for a little over a month now and taking all the rest but so scared to do the TTC because I'm afraid of getting my hopes up anymore.. I lost a baby last year at the beginning of October and really broke my heart because I have had 6 miscarriages.. The doctor told me it was okay to have a baby.. but I am so high risk due to me being RHA- blood type and epileptic.. Can anyone help me? I have a doctor's appt this week so I will be talking to the doctor this week.. I eat very healthy as well due to my epilepsy and my health and the medicine I'm on for my seizures is Keppra Xr 1500mlg twice a day.. I'm so sick of the side effects that I can't stand them no more..