Scared

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I had a missed miscarriage in August. It was my first pregnancy. I had cd3 testing done after which revealed I have a high FSH, and this diminished ovarian reserve. My obgyn referred me to a reproductive specialist. 3 days before the appointment I got my BFP. I'm 5 wks 4 days. My appointment is the day before thanksgiving and that seems forever from now. How do you cope with the fear?