Repairing my heart Part 1.

My boyfriend (ex) went on a tournament for a week and came back and dumped me for his ex that he saw while there (his ex stood him up, lied, cheated and then dumped him) . All his feelings for me just dropped, left, got thrown away. While we were together he would always drop hints for me to eat less & maybe workout a bit more. I feel like I wasn't good enough for him. I wasn't skinny enough. I wasn't pretty enough. I was at every game, training, supporting him, looking after his younger siblings. I did whatever I could to make him happy. We were happy. Well I thought we were. And now that he's done this I've never been so motivated to lose weight and feel and look my best. I stil love him and I want him to see that he made a mistake. When she hurts him, I'll be there for him. I have no idea what to do. This post is kind of a mess really. But wish me luck in losing weight ahaha. I'll update you guys in a few months.  Goodbye for now.