Hubby going back to work😰

My husband is returning to work tomorrow and I'm really scared to be alone with our little guy. I've spent time alone with him before but I've always had someone else at least in the house. Baby is 5 days old and my tummy is still really sore of course from my c section and I'm weepy from the hormones. Of course I know he's safe with me and I'm capable of taking care of him I'm just so scared. Am I the only one? I feel like i should be excited to have him all to myself and I feel guilty about being so scared.Â