So i had my first little freak out with the whole Insulin thing. Very frustrated and just freaked myself out. Which i do on occasion. I was told about 2 weeks ago i would be put on insulin if my fasting numbers didnt decrease, well they didn't and look who's on insulin. Whatever, pretty much outta my control. Buuut when to the specialist today so they could counsel me on what i need to take and when and ladeeda. And im totally okay with it!! Its not even a fraction of how i thought it was going to be. I thought it was going to be like a flu shot syringe and vile and all. Gosh! What does pregnancy do to you! So thank you ladies who helped me realize that it wasnt all that bad and helped ease my mind a bit over the past weeks. I really appreciate it. :)